Drown me in the river watch me sink into my graveside Gasping out for air the only thing I feel is pain I don’t have a pulse the most Alive I’ve felt but the same time I'm Drifting to the bottom they all laugh as I decay Crowning me a sinner withering into the flames Drowsy from the toxins that I take to fill the space When I met the devil, he was speaking to me vain But when I spoke to Jesus, he said I could still be saved Right? in my brain Running round in circles I feel helpless what a shame I’m not comfortable in my own skin i hide away From these people who act like they love and hate me at the same Time Dripping the blood on my fit and my body lay breathless my carcass and limbs laying stiff Son of a bitch I wanna die but I still got things to scratch off of my list I Rise through the flames but this darkness eternal it makes it way harder to think of solutions I quit I’m so sick of this shit Got me Broken in half in two pieces can’t fix myself up I’ve been feeling stuck I’m close to death but maybe you could dig me out cause lately I been feeling dug up in this motherfucking rut and I been tryna practice balance I don’t think that it’s enough but maybe one day I’ll be happy either way right now I’m not Fuck Aye Can't get the fuck out my head Spoke to reaper be told that I’m better dead So, I laugh with a grin, and I go make my death bed to make sure I fit when I sit in that bitch then I go get some rest Catch me slug crawling on the floor in a rage If I turned into my daddy I would go and rob and bank But instead, I broke the cycle Now I got to break these chains Cause I got a couple people depending on me to make a way