Drown me in the river watch me sink into my graveside

Gasping out for air the only thing I feel is pain

I don’t have a pulse the most Alive I’ve felt but the same time

I'm Drifting to the bottom they all laugh as I decay

Crowning me a sinner withering into the flames

Drowsy from the toxins that I take to fill the space

When I met the devil, he was speaking to me vain

But when I spoke to Jesus, he said I could still be saved

Right?

in my brain

Running round in circles I feel helpless what a shame

I’m not comfortable in my own skin i hide away

From these people who act like they love and hate me at the same Time

Dripping the blood on my fit and my body lay breathless my carcass and limbs laying stiff

Son of a bitch

I wanna die but I still got things to scratch off of my list

I Rise through the flames but this darkness eternal it makes it way harder to think

of solutions I quit

I’m so sick of this shit

Got me Broken in half in two pieces can’t fix myself up

I’ve been feeling stuck I’m close to death but maybe you could dig me out cause lately I been feeling dug up in this motherfucking rut and I been tryna practice balance I don’t think that it’s enough but maybe one day I’ll be happy either way right now I’m not

Fuck

Aye

Can't get the fuck out my head

Spoke to reaper be told that I’m better dead

So, I laugh with a grin, and I go make my death bed to make sure I fit when I sit in that bitch then I go get some rest

Catch me slug crawling on the floor in a rage

If I turned into my daddy I would go and rob and bank

But instead, I broke the cycle

Now I got to break these chains

Cause I got a couple people depending on me to make a way