I fake a smile and pretend I'm okay

yeah

I fake a smile and pretend I'm okay

Sometimes my bedroom feels like my grave

Got out the psych ward before I met you

Somehow you still made me feel insane

I'm feeling perfect

No I'm feeling worthless

Like would you go through that again

Was it worth it

Like there were some good memories

I think

I can't remember a thing

A thing

I fake a smile and pretend I'm okay

Sometimes my bedroom feels like my grave

Got out the psych ward before I met you

Somehow you still made me feel insane

Now I just wanna throw away

All the memories that I still have that didn't fade away

I'm numb to everything I swear that nothing phases me

Trauma's got a funny way of taking pain away

Pain away

I take my pills they make me feel okay

That's what I tell myself anyway

It's a small world to you but mine's growing

Sometimes there's just too much on my plate

I really thought you'd be there forever

You really thought the lies were so clever

Hate how you looked at me while you severed

The hand that used to hold us together

I fake a smile and pretend I'm okay

Sometimes my bedroom feels like my grave

Got out the psych ward before I met you

Somehow you still made me feel insane

Now I just wanna throw away

All the memories that I still have that didn't fade away

I'm numb to everything I swear that nothing phases me

Trauma's got a funny way of taking pain away

Pain away