Once-in-a-lifetime, momentary
on the 5th of February, oh my spirit gone
His profile spits like a
’50s vintage magazine, HE GOT ME
Moons have gone by still,
This screen, stained by lethal tryst, reminiscing soul to dreams untamed
'Bout the guy 6000 miles away
Fuck it if I lose senses
What if only we were closer?
Our status curses to stay calm in hurt
What a PATHETIC BELIEVER
But if I could I would perch there in love
I wish I were sitting in Amsterdam,
Witnessing glimpses of you, momentum, dead-end luxury,
THAT’S NEVER ENOUGH, NEVER ENOUGH
Those come wrapped in your holy body,
Vintage, slow-motioned you and wine
BOY, i’m a blooming blossom beneath your body,
THAT’S NEVER ENOUGH, NEVER ENOUGH
What if the way you hold me with your holy body,
I’M CRAVING IT
Your vintage outfits strike me with their aesthetics,
Sitting in Amsterdam, slow-motioned you and wine,
My heart’s desires,
i’m caving in
How can I say I miss you if I haven’t been touched by you?
Hooked on such a paradigm, my system ruins every paradise
Only to roll the dice on what we might
What if we’re standin’ eye to eye?
My distant guy, help, I’m on the madness ride
What a PATHETIC BELIEVER,
I’m wandering, waiting for the sign
I wish I were sitting in Amsterdam,
Witnessing glimpses of you, momentum, dead-end luxury,
THAT’S NEVER ENOUGH, NEVER ENOUGH
Those come wrapped in your holy body,
Vintage, slow-motioned you and wine.
BOY, i’m a blooming blossom beneath your body,
That’s never enough, never enough
What if the way you hold me with your holy body,
I’M CRAVING IT
No way back to where I was before,
I realized that I wasn’t really living at all
I’ve got infinite numbers to crawl through but no galore to hold onto.
YOU, i’m caving in